hiii thank you !! i’ve been super busy today i travelled for over 12 hours 😭💔💔 anyway !! i split fairly often atm due to my living situation so this is definitely something i can understand generally my new splits take a few weeks to actually front and show themselves so i find that they become easier to handle if i try to let them sort themselves out instead of trying to understand everything about them immediately !! it can be really overwhelming but you also need to trust that your system will take care of it for you and that these alters are needed for a reason !! take time for yourself and be easy on yourself whilst you adjust to how overwhelming it feels ^.^

hii ^^ it was really difficult at first tbh i’m sorry you’re struggling with distancing. i had some particularly rough experiences with stalking, death threats and harassment as well as lots of lies being told about me, im sure a lot of people are aware lol 😭😭 for me, what helped the most was going completely silent for months. im not in any rentrycords, i deactivated my pinterest, i removed contact information from all my rentries and gave away a lot of my identifying urls. i switched discord accounts and cut off everyone i knew back then and i rarely updated the urls i did keep. over time, things lessened until eventually people stopped talking about me negatively and everyone left over was genuinely wondering where i went because they still liked me 😭 i’m unsure of my experience will be that useful to you but i hope it helps a bit !! i understand your position very personally. now that i’m somewhat in the spotlight again i found atabook to be the best way of keeping my distance whilst replying to people who genuinely care !!

i have !! my current host ageslides between 10 - 20 but is usually around 18. obviously he’s fully aware of the fact that i’m an adult, but sometimes he has more issues than my older alters due to holding specific trauma memories from when i was a teenager. this means he sometimes ends up appearing more immature than other alters. as well as this, my secondary host split in 2013 and ageslides between 14 and 20 !! he deals with a lot of the same issues as i previously mentioned but to an even greater degree because he’s been around for so long and holds a lot of different memories from different ages. so yeah id definitely say i am affected a bit by my alters sometimes presenting internally as younger than i am physically ^^

i think some of it can be annoying but i also have some really childish alters who think it’s hilarious 😭😭 there was also a south park episode about 67 that made it suddenly start being funny to me LMFAO i love south park

hiii i’ve added your site to the homepage !!! <3

HII i’m actually a really big fan of her true personality !! i did enjoy the fanon version of her a lot as well, but i found her incredibly sweet and also really tragic in the archon quests so im not disappointed or anything ^.^ i think other characters may have perceived her as being ‘off’ due to her having difficulty with some social cues and perceiving all her relationships with the fatui as transactional (which they were) and considering she’s not human it makes sense !! tbh i’m happy with the way she is considering if i want to enjoy a good villain i have dottore who’s really delivering on that atm LOL

yes !! in time i will

HIII i’m really curious about where you found this from … it’s over 2 years old by now LOL i didn’t know people had my old pfps still !! here is the mask !! https://i.postimg.cc/76pQGz7W/IMG-6644.png

HIII that’s insane work omg 😭😭 yeah i still see stolen stuff of mine floating around and i feel like the sheer amount of ableism and racism in the community is absolutely horrific. i’m so glad i distanced because those people are absolutely insane. wishing you the best too !!!

HIII so on ezgif it’s under ‘effects’, you reduce the saturation of the gif to 0 and then use the ‘tint’ feature to add any color you like over the black and white gif !!

hiii yes i can !!! this is something id be able to do ^.^

hiii so i used photopea, ezgif and ibis paint !! i edited the frame in ibis and made and inside of it transparent. i used the tint feature on ezgif to turn the gif pink, and i used photopea to add the gif on a layer under the frame, so it showed up through the transparent part !!

thank you so much !!!! thankfully i am feeling better now !!