hai saint 
!! how do you feel about atheists who insist everybody who’s religious (particularly those of abrahamic faiths) are in constant religious psychosis? Also, as someone who’s Jewish, how do you feel about people simply referring to Jewish people as Jews?
hai saint! 
did you watch the new dinosaurs docuseries on netflix? If so, how do you feel about it 
? Also what's your opinion on people who speak english natively, have no disabilities regarding speech or reading (eg. Dyslexia) whatsoever, but still have terrible grammar and refuse to pick up a book ever?
HAII ^.^ sadly i didn’t watch it !! but i may if any of my alters who are interested in dinosaurs ends up fronting anytime soon … i know kenny likes them LOL … BUT ANYWAYS i honestly cannot stand the people you described 😭 there’s a literacy crisis as it is and it’s such a shame that people don’t read as much as they used to … i would never shame anyone who’s disabled or isn’t a native speaker but there’s really no excuse otherwise i think (like the people you described) … i know some people don’t have access to good education, so it’s not their fault if they were failed by a broken system or weren’t dealt good cards in that regard, but if they have internet or library access it’s always a good idea to at least try !! education is really important to me i think everyone should strive to gain more knowledge always !!
HI OOMF yeah i recognise you dw !! honestly this has happened to me more times than i can count at this point so i definitely understand 😭 what helped me the most was ignoring it at the end of the day because i knew i was innocent … it’s really annoying when it happens though 
especially when you’re innocent in the situation 😭 my best advice would be to not provoke the people doing it further, so they won’t use your own emotional responses against you !! i’ve had this happen a LOT in the past and i try not to give them ammunition … but i hope you’re okay !! if they can see this, does it mean they check my atabook ?? you can send me a message about what’s going on and who it is and i promise i wont post it !! i’m just curious and want to see if there’s anything i can do to help ^.^
hi saint! this is a silly question but do you play wordle / any other nyt games? if so what's your favorite out of them and if you play wordle do you have a specific starting word? im just curious tbh 🥹🥹 have a great day oomf!!
HII OOMF !! YES i play wordle every day with my friends !! my starting word is always horse thanks to that one meme LOLL 💔 have a great day as well !!!
hi saint its the anon from earlier, thank you so much for answering my questions, I really enjoy asking questions like these to people who are popular in more niche communities like rentry or discord because i feel like the communities around those things are much more tight and it can make parasocial behavior a million times worse, and make the impact of it more intense or harmful I'm sorry about your luck lately with that person, hopefully they didn't mean to come off that way or something and will change it around soon to be more comfortable for everyone!!
I'm glad to hear you're doing better and have learned to manage your symptoms more effectively in an environment that is so pressuring and aggressive! And I'm glad my questions landed well, I was a little worried 
perhaps I will return with more at another date I think your specific interaction with rentrycord is very unique because of when you blew up! HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT SAINT!
HIII AGAIN !! it’s no problem at all honestly !! i don’t mind answering questions like that especially since my case is a unique one you’re right !! i definitely agree that parasocial behaviour is a lot easier to experience and establish because such niche communities are SO tight knit … i’m sure that person will change their stuff soon as well since i did ask them to ^.^ i really appreciate having more lovely people like you looking to better understand my situation since i used to be met with a LOTTT of hate back then. thank you SO much for the kind words as well !! feel free to come back at any time even if you don’t have any questions, have a wonderful rest of your day !!
hai saint, does it ever scare you or make you uncomfortable how people will come to you trying to police your identity? like people who feel they have the right to accuse others of stealing your identity without you even being okay with it? they just kind of feel entitled to do things like that and act on your behalf? I only ask because I feel like if I were in your shoes it would scare me to think that people feel like they have the right to "protect" me or something when they don't even know who I am ykwim? sorry if this is worded weird! lowkey I'm also kind of curious about how being so popular interacts with your HPD and NPD? do you feel like at any point it made you worse? sorry for all the questions! have a good day! 
HII ANON these are all really good questions !! a lot of this i’ve really wanted to elaborate on for a while now …
SO to answer the first one, it absolutely is extremely strange to me that people will go out of their way to accuse others of copying me. this has been an issue for as long as i can remember now … it’s very parasocial for people who consider themselves ‘fans’ to harass others on my behalf, and it’s even led to me being accused of sending them to attack others myself !! i’ve never done that as well as this, when people genuinely are trying to be me that’s even more creepy to me … it’s happened so often now by so many people and it makes me wonder when it’ll stop honestly !! i’ve been very popular for a long time now and i thought it may slow down a bit when i stopped being active in places like rentrycord … but so far no luck yet !! instead people love to try and steal my identity on simply plural?? which is even stranger since my alters are a part of me and my disorder specifically and cannot be replicated like that by strangers 😭😭 my most recent case even had someone go out of their way to copy multiple of my alters on sp and their rentries, and even changed their sp pfp to my current one just with slightly different colouring !! and that was only because my current sp colouring is NOT public LOL … but anyway !! i wish people didn’t feel the need to act on my behalf or harass others in my name, it makes me look awful and unapproachable when really im not at all !!
as for the second question, i can 100% say that my npd and hpd specifically got SO much worse when i was in the spotlight 24/7 … nowadays my symptoms are less severe, but back in 2024 for example i became very paranoid, angry, bitter, resentful, jealous and reactive because of the constant spotlight along with the stalking, copying and unnecessary hatred that came with rumours being spread about me !! i even had people say they targeted me out of my whole friend group back then simply because i was the most popular … it was really very strange and had a big impact on me. people said awful things to and about me that i wont even repeat on here LOL 😭 but as i said, nowadays i am far less angry and sensitive !! i think being sensitive to criticism is an inherent part of anyone with npd and hpd, and i definitely believe i got almost addicted to the supply i got from all the attention i received, even when it was negative and caused me to have multiple narc crashes and other episodes. i split many times during that era and i still have alters around to this day who hold some of that trauma … but with that being said !! i am so much happier now !! and although i do still need supply and attention, i find it doesnt make me feel out of control and i have less narc highs than i did back then. i was extremely unstable and full of myself to the point i could not be convinced otherwise, and even now its sometimes hard not to believe everyone is obsessed with me because some people back then genuinely were !! i cant count how many times i was called someone’s idol … but now when i hear those words i feel happier as opposed to fuelled !!
i’m okay with still being popular now ^.^ but i do wish people would stop trying to be me even years later … but thank you SO much for the questions, it really made me sit down and have a good think about all of this and how rentrypin etc has affected my life so far !!
hi oomf! its been so long LMFAO but i just wanna say your layouts are gorgeous as always howve you been??
HII OOMF thank you sm !! yours are too ^.^ i’m honestly super sad that sp is shutting down soon bc i love to see everyone’s layouts but i’m good thank you !! i’m at my boyfriend’s atm !! i hope you’re doing well !!
hiii saint, I just recently added you on sp bc i heard about the news and wanted to give it a final go LOL, how do you have that warning box in your sp description? I wanna add one on mine for bright colors but idk how thank you!
hii! do u still have the coloring for the graphics in here? if not its okay thank you
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HIII i’m sorry i don’t have the specific hex codes anymore but you are more than welcome to colour pick from the image to create a new gradient map !!