i’m currently away as of dec 30th !! staying with my bf again ^.^ you can still send msgs !! be kind <3 i will reply when i can !!
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anon November 17, 2025 at 4:34:42 PM

Hii!! Just wanted to ask if you have a discord server !! blush

Replied on: November 22, 2025 at 5:03:10 PM

HII unfortunately no i don’t !! i prefer more of a degree of separation from my fans because i don’t like to encourage parasocial behaviour

Anonymous November 17, 2025 at 3:35:07 PM

I HOPE THIS ISNT INVASIVE frown How do you feel about people self diagnosing that they are intersex? Idk how to word dat….

Replied on: November 22, 2025 at 5:02:35 PM

HII so intersex conditions are very under researched and intersex people especially those who were then assigned female later on are very ignored by medical professionals. some intersex people were also operated on wrongfully at birth to make them fit the gender binary, meaning they may grow up and have to come to conclusions about their own bodies alone due to a lack of support. it doesn’t bother me when people figure out they’re intersex by themselves because medical discrimination is very real. what i don’t like is when people think it’s okay to claim to be intersex with no symptoms of any conditions and no real social or personal struggles; i don’t like people who just want to use the label online to seem quirky or to use shi/hir pronouns. but since there’s no way of knowing who is faking and who isn’t, i generally extend support to every self diagnosed intersex person ^.^

anonymous November 17, 2025 at 3:12:35 PM

how does c-did work for you? i'm wondering if i have c-did or p-did (i know it's not an official diagnosis in the DSM-V) because the host is basically almost always front locked and the other alters fronting, front through the host if that makes sense, i am sure my alters have fragments and polyfragmentation sounds similar to my experience, however i don't struggle with timeloss and amnesia a lot since alters front through my host almost always, only affecting his actions and this is why im not sure if this is even DID, c-did explains my experience well but since it's a more complex form of DID, i'm skeptical because as i said i barely ever experience timeloss. now here comes my question: how does amnesia between consciousnesses and timeloss work for you in general? and i know you're not a professional but do you think my experience sounds like c-did or osdd? sorry if this is a little too much to ask but i don't know anyone with c-did and cannot get professional help right now 🥹

Replied on: November 22, 2025 at 5:14:04 PM

complex DID generally includes a lot of amnesia and heavy time loss if untreated! for me personally, my host is also always frontlocked, but this isn’t a feature of DID that’s exclusive to it. osdd1a also involves a frontlocked host! i am diagnosed with c-DID and i experience heavy amnesia and a lot of time loss, even when i don’t switch! i think your experience leans more towards osdd1a or even partial DID. i hope this helps at least a bit!!

Anonymous November 16, 2025 at 5:06:44 PM

hallo sainttt !! ^_^ can i have the text div that u used for ur alters bios ??

Replied on: November 16, 2025 at 5:17:29 PM

HIII ANON i think this is the one you mean !! ~~◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡~~

Anonymous November 16, 2025 at 3:37:08 AM

is it weird that some alters develop kind of "quickly"? usually mine are formed and it doesn't take long for them to figure out their pronouns, names, and other stuff, and I'm wondering if that's something weird or if it can be considered normal confused

Replied on: November 16, 2025 at 5:25:07 PM

hiii that’s not weird !! figuring out names and pronouns is very base level info for any part , and actually forming more can take a long time if it even happens at all

anon November 15, 2025 at 7:52:16 AM

hi saint HOW ARE YOUR STUFF SO ORGANIZED LIKE EVERYTHING HOW DO YOU MANAGE ALL THAT AND MANAGE TO KEEP THE SAME STYLE confused whenever i start actually doing my rentry or sp and stuff it's always another style or aesthetic ykwim because of whoever's fronting how do you manage to keep everything in harmony 🥹🥹

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:59:26 PM

HIII usually it’s because i only have a few alters who actually work on my stuff !! usually it’s my main host and a few co hosts and my co hosts usually tend to do whatever my main host is doing since they know my main host will just change everything anyway if it doesn’t fit what they want ^.^ my main host personally never leaves front fully so they’re always around having influence over other alters

Anonymous November 15, 2025 at 2:13:24 AM

IT CUTTED ME OFF BYE??? ANYWAYS HI SAINT... do u still have this white border?? 😓😓 https://files.catbox.moe/jveeqp.jpg

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:58:07 PM

HII it’s from this image !! https://i.postimg.cc/3xxm6pY5/IMG-5262.jpg

matt November 15, 2025 at 1:13:19 AM
(if from elsewhere) where did you find me from?: my house

hellooooooo again my boyfriend

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:34:13 PM

HELLOOOO I LOVE YOU

Anonymous November 14, 2025 at 8:17:00 PM

whats the difference between sidesystems, subsystems and layers?

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:34:00 PM

sidesystems are systems adjacent to the main system. this is usually in cases of very complex trauma and there are amnesia barriers usually entirely preventing communication and memory between the two systems, though it’s still just one person with DID. subsystems can present in usually two ways: either an alter appears to have their own system, meaning that they have their own alters who can only front when the host of the subsystem is in front, OR a subsystem can be a group of alters who have very little communication with the rest of the system and are generally considered separately from the rest of the system. layers are, essentially, what they’re called: layers of alters. certain layers may have more access to information than others, and generally alters can’t communicate with alters on other layers. gatekeepers or internal helpers may be able to communicate across layers and have more control over which layer has access to certain information, but take that with a grain of salt! my experience is quite specific.

bea anon !! November 14, 2025 at 12:47:06 AM
(if from elsewhere) where did you find me from?: long time fan from old rentry pinterest !!

HII SAINT !! huge fan of you and your work !! im so so glad to see you back frown i've always been so inspired by your work !! would you ever consider doing commissions? unsure if this has been asked before !! blush

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:28:34 PM

HIII that’s so cool that you’ve been a fan for so long !! thank you ^.^ i may open commissions in the future again if there’s enough interest !!

Anonymous November 13, 2025 at 5:19:41 PM

what made u switch ur general aesthetic to black and white? wld u ever go pink and black again?

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:27:29 PM

hii it was mainly several host changes !! my main host has changed a few times since i used pink and black and i mainly only do it now for the sake of my image. black and white fits my current aesthetic more ^.^ before this i was actually using red and black too !!

Anonymous November 12, 2025 at 8:16:20 PM

oh my god why is it so difficult to find good queer servers... cry

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:26:19 PM

im not sure tbh !! im not really in any

Anonymous November 12, 2025 at 3:38:22 AM

do you have any recommendations for Custom Fields entries for SP? I've been trying to get started with those but I just have zero ideas apart from the obvious!!! frown

Replied on: November 15, 2025 at 7:26:07 PM

YES here’s mine !! https://postimg.cc/gallery/3R88VKf

jpn anon November 12, 2025 at 2:35:31 AM

OMG OK i feel the same way. i always feel a little ostracized by other east asians bc they think my feelings are stupid. i know a lot of Japanese people in particular don’t mind that sort of thing, and that’s fine! but some of them tend to be mean to me ab my differing views frown i’m glad to see another east asian who shares my sentiment! i also personally view people using a shorthand of the name (like kazuha to kaz) in a similar way, because to me it feels like they’re trying to sidestep criticism. what are your thoughts on that?

Replied on: November 12, 2025 at 3:36:50 AM

i definitely agree with you !! your feelings aren’t ever stupid either smile i wholeheartedly agree about shortening names to avoid criticism too, ive always felt this way and i actually used to know someone who shortened kazuha to kaz for this very reason !! i always thought it was very strange at the time and i did call them out for it back then too

Anonymous November 12, 2025 at 12:19:28 AM

how do u feel ab non asian ppl using asian names? as far as i know (i am japanese), east asian languages aren’t necessarily closed — so if u have an issue, what is it specifically? blush

Replied on: November 12, 2025 at 12:25:06 AM

hiii as a korean person i do find it strange especially when it’s non asian people who don’t intend on integrating into an asian culture !! i find it really uncomfortable when people use my language and the names that originate from it personally when they haven’t experienced the racism and societal experiences that you get from being asian in a predominantly white community and also just from saying you’re asian online. being east asian is highly fetishised by certain people online too and it feels weird to me that someone who isn’t asian would want people online to assume they are ^^ i hope this makes sense !! also, a lot of names have important meanings that a lot of people tend to ignore when they try and use those names when they aren’t asian. it’s disrespectful to the cultures

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